Sabtu, 07 April 2012

They won't understand

As a person who live in lupus, I'm really easily tired...so exhausted! I need more rest than healthy people do. I need take a nap everyday...that's all not because I'm lazy...I just feel so tired  :(
Do they understand that?  no I don't think so!

sometimes I feel that I force my self to work..although it's not a full time job...but I have no choice..

I often cry...alone..no one knows about that....

ngga ada yang tau..sendiku kadang sakit...ngga ada yg tau bagaimana rasanya terbebani dengan rasa lelah dan letih yang berlebihan....ngga ada yang tau!!  cuma aku dan Allah yang tau

Astaghfirullah...kadang aku merasa bersalah telah mengeluh...padahal diluar sana banyak orang yang jauh lebih menderita.

Actually...all I want is to be understood....aku hanya mau orang-orang di sekitarku mengerti keadaanku.

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